Quotes added on Tuesday, April 6 2004
When I look at him I see a toy
A game to play with when i get bored.
When I see him I have no feelings
I don't get butterflys in my stomach.
He is just someone to socialize with
someone who can get my mind off you.
I look to him to fill my mind with new thoughts,
trying to think of someone else but you.
You have my heart, as bruised as it is
my feelings are for you and no-one else.
That guy that may seem as so much more
is nothing but a distraction.
...yeah thats an original
A game to play with when i get bored.
When I see him I have no feelings
I don't get butterflys in my stomach.
He is just someone to socialize with
someone who can get my mind off you.
I look to him to fill my mind with new thoughts,
trying to think of someone else but you.
You have my heart, as bruised as it is
my feelings are for you and no-one else.
That guy that may seem as so much more
is nothing but a distraction.
...yeah thats an original
While you're out there beating them up
I'm here, sittin in my corner,
with my heart already beat up from you
Why do you always have to be the tough guy?
Can't you just say what you mean..
..and mean what you say?
So many blows to my heart from you
has made me unable to learn to love
I won't love anyone else again
Just you
I'll love you
till my heart eventually disappears
...yeah thats an original
I'm here, sittin in my corner,
with my heart already beat up from you
Why do you always have to be the tough guy?
Can't you just say what you mean..
..and mean what you say?
So many blows to my heart from you
has made me unable to learn to love
I won't love anyone else again
Just you
I'll love you
till my heart eventually disappears
...yeah thats an original
The biggest room filled with faces
talking, smirking, and looking,
but all the while i see an empty room
cept for the one guy in the corner
seems hidden away from every1
whos got that playful smile on him.
i wanna pluck up the courage
get the strength just to talk
i walk thru this room noing that even if i
run i will never get there in time.
feel the crowd amongst me,
but not seeing anyone but him.
gettin there slowly
a couple feet away from him, i stop, and wait
wait for him to turn away and leave the room.
I was too late, I missed my chance
and now i have to settle for someone else in the crowd.
I gotta 4get bout the one cuz the one i want
has gotta be the one i cant have.
...yeah thats an original
talking, smirking, and looking,
but all the while i see an empty room
cept for the one guy in the corner
seems hidden away from every1
whos got that playful smile on him.
i wanna pluck up the courage
get the strength just to talk
i walk thru this room noing that even if i
run i will never get there in time.
feel the crowd amongst me,
but not seeing anyone but him.
gettin there slowly
a couple feet away from him, i stop, and wait
wait for him to turn away and leave the room.
I was too late, I missed my chance
and now i have to settle for someone else in the crowd.
I gotta 4get bout the one cuz the one i want
has gotta be the one i cant have.
...yeah thats an original
With the fake color of my hair
and the fake eyesight in my eyes
The fake nails stuck with glue,
and my fake height in my shoes.
Some may say I am fake
in some ways i must agree
my hair color, my eyesight, my nails, my height
just some of my "Fake" qualities
but if i said i love you, would you think I'm fake?
Because I'm really a brunette not a blond
and my nails are really stubby and short,
does this make my feelings fake?
What I feel in my heart, is that real?
or is it like my tan, fake?
The most special thing about feelings
is that I'm the only one that can feel them
but at the same time..
I'm the only one who knows how real they are.
...yeah thats an original
and the fake eyesight in my eyes
The fake nails stuck with glue,
and my fake height in my shoes.
Some may say I am fake
in some ways i must agree
my hair color, my eyesight, my nails, my height
just some of my "Fake" qualities
but if i said i love you, would you think I'm fake?
Because I'm really a brunette not a blond
and my nails are really stubby and short,
does this make my feelings fake?
What I feel in my heart, is that real?
or is it like my tan, fake?
The most special thing about feelings
is that I'm the only one that can feel them
but at the same time..
I'm the only one who knows how real they are.
...yeah thats an original
I love to kiss you
...but I'm not in it for the kisses
I love the way you hold me
...but I'm not in it for ur tenderness
I love the way you protect me
...but I'm not in it for your strength
I love the way you look
...but I'm not in it for looks
It's different that way, I was in it for you
And you just tossed me away when you got what you wanted.
I'm still in it for you, until I'm strong
enough to let go, and make it on my own.
...yeah thats an original
...but I'm not in it for the kisses
I love the way you hold me
...but I'm not in it for ur tenderness
I love the way you protect me
...but I'm not in it for your strength
I love the way you look
...but I'm not in it for looks
It's different that way, I was in it for you
And you just tossed me away when you got what you wanted.
I'm still in it for you, until I'm strong
enough to let go, and make it on my own.
...yeah thats an original
All this time i've been lookin for you,
the one that can make me happy,
I've been lookin in the same direction.
I think of you to the left,
I look at you to the left,
The guy to my left is the one,
i say, never thinkin to look anywhere else,
This time I look to the right
the one thats always been there
as a friend, a comfort, and as of now
a possible love mate to hold on to.
For the first time, the direction
I am looking in is the right direction.
So from now on left is outta the picture,
and my eyes are always headed for the right.
...yeah thats an original
the one that can make me happy,
I've been lookin in the same direction.
I think of you to the left,
I look at you to the left,
The guy to my left is the one,
i say, never thinkin to look anywhere else,
This time I look to the right
the one thats always been there
as a friend, a comfort, and as of now
a possible love mate to hold on to.
For the first time, the direction
I am looking in is the right direction.
So from now on left is outta the picture,
and my eyes are always headed for the right.
...yeah thats an original
I remember the night that we first met
the looks, the glances, that I loved to view,
from that night on my heart was set
the feelings I had were brand new.
I remember the day when we met again
the words, the questions I had for you,
you were special out of all the men
but I didn't know what I ought to do.
I remember our first date of you and me
the kisses, the tenderness that we shared,
I remember smiling oh so happily
but all the time thinking, should I be scared?
I remember us declared as a couple
meeting eachothers families and friends,
but with me happiness comes with trouble
so if the joy stays, it all depends.
I remember the pain that also came to me
the lies, the secrets that broke my heart,
so I announced myself from him free
but did I really want us to be apart?
...yeah thats an original
the looks, the glances, that I loved to view,
from that night on my heart was set
the feelings I had were brand new.
I remember the day when we met again
the words, the questions I had for you,
you were special out of all the men
but I didn't know what I ought to do.
I remember our first date of you and me
the kisses, the tenderness that we shared,
I remember smiling oh so happily
but all the time thinking, should I be scared?
I remember us declared as a couple
meeting eachothers families and friends,
but with me happiness comes with trouble
so if the joy stays, it all depends.
I remember the pain that also came to me
the lies, the secrets that broke my heart,
so I announced myself from him free
but did I really want us to be apart?
...yeah thats an original
Another morning
gotta get through another day
time to paint on my smile and pretend
Another insult
a comment made to make me cry
time to let out a laugh and pretend
Another enemy
someone who wants me in pain
time to cover it up and pretend
It's so easy to pretend im okay
to put on a happy face
and never let the tears show.
It's when im all alone
that the truth comes out
the tears are shed and the smile goes away.
...yeah thats an original
gotta get through another day
time to paint on my smile and pretend
Another insult
a comment made to make me cry
time to let out a laugh and pretend
Another enemy
someone who wants me in pain
time to cover it up and pretend
It's so easy to pretend im okay
to put on a happy face
and never let the tears show.
It's when im all alone
that the truth comes out
the tears are shed and the smile goes away.
...yeah thats an original
I finally have the chance
the chance of having him
I found the guy
The guy that gives me the sparks
and gives me the same thoughts i give him.
I got what i wanted.
And now theres gotta be other complications
There's always something stopping me
Something or someone
Keeping me from being happy.
I can't get around it
I need you baby
Please figure it out
and come save me.
...yeah thats an original
the chance of having him
I found the guy
The guy that gives me the sparks
and gives me the same thoughts i give him.
I got what i wanted.
And now theres gotta be other complications
There's always something stopping me
Something or someone
Keeping me from being happy.
I can't get around it
I need you baby
Please figure it out
and come save me.
...yeah thats an original
All through the day
the stress, the anger
the crap i gotta get thru.
Then the phone rings,and It's you,
I hear your voice,
and even the simple conversations
cheer me up.
Make me feel happy,
make me forget the problems,
or make them seem so small.
And as soon as i hang up,
as soon as the line is dead,
as soon as your voice is gone,
they come back.
They pop bak into my life,
haunt me with endless stress.
So i want you here
with me, to talk and to comfort
I need you to help me. I want to be with you.
I want you to be that antidote to stress.
...yeah thats an original
the stress, the anger
the crap i gotta get thru.
Then the phone rings,and It's you,
I hear your voice,
and even the simple conversations
cheer me up.
Make me feel happy,
make me forget the problems,
or make them seem so small.
And as soon as i hang up,
as soon as the line is dead,
as soon as your voice is gone,
they come back.
They pop bak into my life,
haunt me with endless stress.
So i want you here
with me, to talk and to comfort
I need you to help me. I want to be with you.
I want you to be that antidote to stress.
...yeah thats an original
