I've accepted that we can't be, but I've also accepted that you're
going to be that one person I carry w/ me for the rest of my life,
the one that is always going to make my heart jump and my stomach
tie up in knots no matter how happy I am otherwise and no matter
how long it's been. The one I will always secretly wish had asked
me to the dance even though I am more happy with the guy who did.
Do you realize how incredibly difficult it is to accept both those
things at once? It's torture.
Your so wonderful to think about, but so hard to live without.
Even if we never talk again, remember that Im forever changed. By
who you are, and what you meant to me.