Quotes added on Sunday, November 21 2004

they critize me
for what i have become
and they dont realize
they are the ones
who made me like this

i could tell my parents hated me

my bath toys were

a hairdryer and a toaster

cuss at them
and run away
pray tommorows
a better day

why
havent
you
called
geico?

this is a true story
my neighbors
are
weird
its late november
they just closed thier pool
which they never cleaned
it was all green and nasty
and yea
it was sick

you only see what i decide to show...theres so much behind this smile you j:u.s:t.d:o.n:t.k:n.o:w

dont hate food, love it
because without food everything would die
and when you eat food it gives you
enery to do stuff...and stuff is good

** me and cj --back in--~5th and 6th grade~ forever*

I don’t believe the fairytale
That everyday
We’re told
This isn’t the land of the hopes and the dreams
There are no prairies of shimmering gold
Just desolate cities in a concrete park
And angels with no wings
There is nothing left to stop the hate
And all that it ever brings
The blazing light that once painted
All we’d come to know
Is cracked and it is fading
But all they say is “so”
We take the time to fix
The problems in other places
I think it’s time we fix
The sadness on our people’s faces
Our country is a teenager
And the earth is an ancient seer
We’re so arrogant to think
That they all need us to steer
They survived without our help
For years before
We existed
They don’t need our men to fight
They have their own enlisted
So don’t try to tell me, we’re helping
When all we do is destroy
Like children in a schoolyard
Fighting over a toy
Back and forth
The insults fling
In the shape of bullet holes
Heaven is getting pretty full
With all our innocent souls
But I guess they’d never know that
They’re on their cushy chairs
They have their own elevators
So who needs the plebian stairs
They’re gods within their minds
And heroes when others fight
But they’ll never know the pain it is
To follow the eternal light
I bet they’ll never know the names
Of the lives they have destroyed
They’ll never know all the hate
That their "helping" has employed

Why?
The love I had was strong and deep,
and now without you I can't sleep.
I feel so cold and empty inside,
without you here by my side.
No matter what I do or say,
the love we had will forever stay.
I've tried to move on without you,
but no one will make me feel the way you do.
You broke my heart and just let me cry,
and now all I want is a reason why.
You won't tell me or give me a reason,
so I feel I failed in the part of pleasing.
I gave you everthing I had,
but all you did was hurt me bad.
I thought you loved me,
I thought you cared.
But I guess everything we had,
Is up in smoke with no feelings spared.

i told my b/f this story of what happened on my bus
and we were typin back and forth on aol
hes a really ba speller
and anyways
he told me
'i want to ride your but'

he meant bus

but i was crackin up

i was like you want to ride my but?

and hes like yea lol