No sleep last night,
too busy thinking of you.
I was trying to figure out how I could fix things,
But I can't.
You wouldn't want me to anyway,
So I guess I'll just have to stop loving you somehow.
And only love the memory of me actually thinking you cared.
*It hurt badly.
I shouldn't waste my tears, I know.
It's kind of too late to say that.
I've already unleashed thousands,
Cuz every thought I ever had
Was about you.
And every dream I ever wished
Came true -
When you entered my life.
And now you're slowly disappearing