I've never really had you, of course I've come close. I've had
nights when as I
thought of you I was almost certain you were thinkin of me too, but
went on you started to let go, it was now that I grabbed on even
myself that *we* would happen, so here I am, so many days wasted on
many tears have been cried, and as I look at you, I cant help but
think that I'll
never have you, since its been this long already.