Quotes added on Thursday, April 14 2005

-L.O.V.E-
How can something so b/e/a/u/t/i/f/u/l cause you so much p. a. i .n

She thinks about him day IN and day OUT
She thinks he's the one she can't live w.i.t.h.o.u.t
She wants him to know he's the one she dreams o/f
But no matter what he [(refuses)] her love
She feels so strong but yet so weAk
Even though he's gone she'll continue to S*E*E*K
For the love they once had but so quickly went a. W. a. Y
Cuz she'll nevery forget that one cold stormy [day]

baby my heart beats for u and only u

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Don't ever go abandoning me, like someone I knew would do , don't ever leave me , when you know you can't live without me, but most of all don't say things you don't mean , you broke my trust ,and your out of my head , so with that note said , i have only one thing left to say , Good bye , not just for today , but forever. 4-12-05

Momma, you were nothing to me,eccept a heart filled with hell , and the abuse you put me threw , I'm done , for real ,a sad way to leave you , but you broke me up to many times, you made me cry , I give you all the memories of pain , and hell you once gave me , so your out of my head . You hurt me , and my brother , who saved my life so many fortunate times , like the time you tried to drown me in our pool ... you remember your little golf club inncident with my brother. And how he ran away , and I didn't see him for 1 year , do you remember when you abandoned me for 5 years and I never heard a word sense "One North" , or you'd just leave without saying goodbye , or maybe the time you told me I was a mistake .. do you recall all the times you made me cry , I just sat up all night crying , I became so sick , I was taken to the hospital . You put me through alot and when Jenny took me to live w/ my father I still thought about how happy I was with you even though the abuse you put me threw , well I live here now , and I'm never trusting you again , one to many times I believed you were my "Mother" but you are the devil in my eyes , I no longer see the need in a mother , after all I lived w/o you for 5 years , I will live w/o you forever now , the abuse you put me threw only made me stronger.

when you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. live your life so that when you die, you're smiling and everyone around you is crying.

the worst thing a guy can do
is make a girl fall for him
with no intention of catching her.

every girl needs a best
friend to help her laugh
when she thinks she`ll
-n e v e r- smile a g a i n.

live right now ;; just be yourself
who cares if it isn't good enough
for someone else _ xOo <3