its been a long time, and i was completely through with "us" but
then i found out u had found someone new...not just anyone, but one
of my friends...y?! u could have ne girl u want so y one of
mine!?!?! i can hardly hold a conversation let alone look at u
nemore..its so sad cuz im suposed to b past this stage. im suposed
to not care. but u make it so hard by not caring urself..a broken
promise creates the worst feeling in the world...it was thrown at
my face, rite out of the blue. I WANNA GET AWAY FROM YOU! but
everywhere i turn ppl will bring u up 2 me..its not fair, cuz im
sure if ne1 ever said nething about me u still wouldnt care!! i
hate this, ur friends with my friends so it makes it 100x harder 2
leev "us" alone...i wanna kik it 2 the curb, get it out of my
head..but really i wouldnt even mind just being friends. thats all
ive wanted 4 a wyl now..but we go on living our lives not showing
if we even care if this dies...but im telling u now, i dont want it
2. i want 2 either pick up where we left off or start fresh n
new....cuz not seeing u n not noing that u hav my bak suks. it just
does. n thats that. i hope u realize this is all me no quotes, no
song..just me,my head,my heart...spilling out 4 the world 2 see the
aftermath of something gorgeous that died so tragically.<3