the end of a life,
and a new beginning,
my body grows more and more,
from my dumb sinning,
inside she is dead,
but there is a new life,
once again she crys,
while she cuts with a knife,
shes being forced,
to grow up too fast,
now she regrets,
everything from her past,
shes gonna be a mom,
but way too soon,
she can feel her baby grow,
inside of her woome,
that one night of fun,
tore her apart,
and shes losing the only one,
who ever held her heart,
cause hes not this kids dad,
and he refuses to raise it,
her body trembles as she crys,
the real dad will deny it,
I think I'm gonna do,
something I said I wouldn't,
but raising this child alone,
is definately something I couldn't,
so there goes my beautiful baby,
gone with the memory of that night,
I lay on the doctor table,
still shaking with fright,
on the outside I'm calm,
while inside I'm screaming,
I only merely wish,
that I was just dreaming,
I killed my child,
to keep his love tonight,
but God I just pray,
that what I did was right!
I'm not pregnant and I didn't get an abortion, I know someone who
did, it inspired me to write this.