Quotes added on Tuesday, October 25 2005

Dear Heart,
I love this boy prepare to shatter.
He thinks that i do not matter.
One day he'll come to me and say I was an idiot.
And in return i'll reply too late i already met someone new
He'll cry and cry and want me back,
But I'm not going to go along with that.
He made me suffer through all this pan.
I'd rather just go and drown in the rain.
Sincerely,
Broken Hearted

cause i'm not here to be around
and be that girl that you forget about
and all i want is just to be a song
that you can hear longer than just right now
so come on baby, let me be the girl
that you can count on to rock your world
and then you'll see theres so much more than curves
then you'll see that you and me belong

i hope you choke on those words, that kiss, that bottle, i confess

maybe it's love but it's like you said
love is just a role that we play

you say hello;; inside i'm screaming i love you
you say goodnight;; in my mind i'm sleeping next to you
you drive away;; from my car crash of a heart
and i don't know

you have my attention like you've had all the while
since that first day when you made my heart smile
with loving eyes and tired sighs that flow
you have my attention
like a shout through an empty sanctuary,
speak but a whisper

where i rest, is where dissappointmed and regret collide

where i rest, is where disappointment and regret collide

Half of me wanted to scream at you,
To hurt you like you hurt me,
To watch as waves of shock crashed over,
And make this just a memory.

But part of me wanted to fall to my knees,
To beg, to desperately plead,
No! It can't end like this,
You just left me here to bleed.

Though through all the time I've known you,
Occasionally you shed a tear,
But now, dry-eyed, you leave me,
Unable to speak, to see, to hear.

I shout after you to remember,
All the special times we've shared.
You stop for a moment, your back to me,
Immobilized, I wish to flee,
To leave you, like you left me,
But only time will tell.

Our friendship was a mere fragment,
And though mended many times,
You've made it clear it is now broken,
Split in two,
Unfixable.
Unable to be partly mended once more,
It was once, what we said, 'unbreakable',
But what went wrong?
You never said... all along...

With your back turned as you consider,
I feel our friendship dangling from a string,
It is a fragile, lovely, though broken,
Delicate, unstable thing.

But then I hear the door slam,
An echo bounces of the walls,
Though it is louder, ten times more clear
In my mind, what little hope that was left now falls.

I am shaking, crying, unable to stop,
I am stunned, even amazed,
That you won't consider it a great loss,
Our friendship, you will continue unfazed.

I curl up in bed that night in the dark,
My pillow was damp within minutes,
I should have listened... should have known...
Our friendship was on the line,
Was rocky all that time,
I was warned by many,
But never did I heed,
Those words of cautions from them all,
Oh why did you leave me to bleed?

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