Quotes added on Saturday, November 19 2005

As you looked into my eyes, you said you loved me, he looked over his shoulder and waved to a waitress, and i stood up and yelled "I'm not following for those lies..."
I ran away in tears, but i know i did the right thing.

school sucks.................
REALLY sucks.................

you just have to live your life
not caring && and shake
off the drama. just to prove
that you're better.
than they think you are

Breaking up is a hard thing to do, but at the moment, it feels like the right thing to do....

person 1: im not a drunk im an alcholoic...
person 2: no your not alcholoic's go to meetings


i know its kinda gay but oh well..

if ya got it.

never let it go...

sitting on my bed, alone...

thinking to myself ((im so stupid!))

over and over again...

i was so close..

regret!

i should have listened to the voices inside my head

NEVER a g a i n will i EVER stop...



the pain...

too much pain...


never enough [sorrow]


no sympathy for ones that long for attention...


not me!


NOT I !


i will never let go...


i was close, i was so close, i was TOO close((i tell myself))
the reminders! over and over again!!

like a movie inside my mind..playing it and replaying inside my mind!

i can still remember the incredubly fast rythm my heart pounded when i saw the blood

dripping...sliding down my arm...


onto the knife....






never again will i let go of the intense feeling of letting all the pain



LEAVE and nvr return


give me all yur pain and feel free...



im soaring like a bird, on a cloud. in the sky!
so high!


too high


i can feel my pain slowly fading...


yur face is so clear to me...i memorized it

i can feel yur breathe

i told myself i would never let go of you, and im sorry


so sorry


too sorry

i LiEd to myself....i have to let go

the pain is finaling dispearing...like the rain in the sky

after all these years...


its going away

*the only place*
i feel safe is in the
sound of his [[voice]]
and the *presents* of
his [[smile]]

Guyz,
we hate when u lie,
when u cheat,
and when u say u love us and...
u don't,
so if u dont love us tell us...
so we dont have to go through all....
the PAIN!
Love,
Ur GirlFriend

*just listen to ur heart when hes calling 4 u
i dont no where u r going and i dont no y just listen to u heart before u tell him good-bye*