there's a point in life when you
get tired of chasing after them & trying
to fix everything but it's not giving up.
It's realizing that you dont need certain
people & the bullshit they bring.
sometimes, you think you've gotten over a person,
but then you see him smile and suddenly realize,
you're just pretending you're over him to ease
the pain of knowing he will never be yours
i look at the picture on my wall
that i hide behind a family portrait...
i look at it and gaze
&& kiss the picture as if i was kissing you
now when i show my friends they ask
why i'm hiding your picture
why i'm ashamed to show it
but i'm not ashamed and thats why i show my friends
but i am going to be embarised for the day you come to me
and come in my room
you'll think i'm crazy if u c a giant picture
of you on my wall
so truly i'm not hiding the picture
from my friends and family
i'm hiding it from the future you
because i know one day you will be in my house
in my room
in my life