Quotes added on Tuesday, March 7 2006

i love you now
i love you still
I always have
and I always will

loving him is like wanting him
Wanting him is like having him
Having him is like loosing him
and the love never going away

im giving up
im gliving up s l o w l y♥

i've gotta get outta here
&& im begging you to be my escape
im giving up
im doing this alone now

Be My Escape- Relient K

&& i've been locked inside that house
while you hold the key
&& i've been dieing to get out.
it will be the death of me<3
&& i dont know where im going
but i've gotta get outta here

i fought you for so long
i should of let you in
oh how we regret those things we did</3

rock bottom
its over the edge now
well its not like it hurts that much that more anyway

hey there delilah whats it like in NewYorkCity?
im a thousand miles away
but girl tonight you look so pretty yes you do
time square cant shine as bright as you i swear its true

-hey there delilah; Plain White T's

Fifteen Crosses
by a lost soul
I once had a dream i was kneeling at fifteen crosses on a hill,
Not a whisper from the trees, everything was still.
I felt a sadness in my heart, an empty kind of pain,
Fifteen souls had gone away, only memories remained.
I tried to cry out to ease my grief,
Lifting my hands to heaven, and prayed God's relief.
Not a sound or a word, emptiness abounds,
My sorrow overcoming, I began to drown.
Such bitter suffication, I wish someone could hear,
Why we let this happen, in my dream, nothing was clear.
I shook my fist to heaven and begged for reasons why,
But only silence spoke, offering no reply.
No sound came from my lips even as i screamed,
I prayed it's just a nightmare, an awful kind of dream.
Then I heard a choir of angels beconing from above,
"The world is reaping hatred, because the world's not showing love."
"You should enbrace each other's differences, no matter what they may be,
And enlighten each other with the hope of peace and unity."
When the angel finished speaking, she ended wit a sigh,
Gazing down at fifteen souls who said goodbye.
The heavens opened up, the angels giving way,
Up to the gates of heaven, Amazing Grace began to play.
And as they left this Earthly realm, the angels were downhearted,
Looking back at fifteen crosses of the recently departed.
A soft rain began falling, but no cloud was in the sky,
Then Jesus whispered to me,"This is how the angels cry."

cause i dont want you to know where i am
cause then you`ll see my heart in the saddest state its ever been && this is no place to try and live my life. stop right there thats exactly where i lost it. see that line? well i never should have crossed it. stop right there, i never should of said that its the very moment that i wish that i could take back, im sorry for the person i became. im sorry that it took so long for me to change. im ready to try to never become that way again, cause who i am hates who i've been, who i am hate who i've been



who i am hates who i've been-Relient K