i miss the old day
when there wasnt so much change
its a game, kind of like the win or loose situation..i lost
everything got better for me, but it doesnt take the hurt away or
any of the remourse i feel.
i dont see how any human being could live like this...
waking up, gettign dressed, off to school, only to walk in with the
fakest smile on you face &* then go home do hw and still fee like
your missing so much in your life.
shes only freaking 14 years old
not 22, urghh change this
i wanna go back 3 years
where what im writing right now were only ngihtmares
not thigns that actually happened.
whatever..right now there is nothing more for me to do.
for now ill just let....
everything be my fault
let people bring up the past
everything i lost be kept lost
my worst fears brought back to me
for now ill just let the reality of