Quotes added on Thursday, May 25 2006

i havent talked to him for a while
but its killing me inside
i think i {s t i l l L O V E h i m}



really bad i no

I wanna start things over
The way things used to be
But better...
i dont want it to last a month
...or a year
i want it to last a life time
With you i got ever thing
i need<3

cut cut cut

slash slash slash

bloods running down

so bright red

it stings like hell

but she cuts again

starting to cry

its all a game getting rid of all this pain

she does more drugs

feels so high

cuts the wrist && begins to pout

her mascara's running

leaving black lines

she hides the cuts

pretending to do no wrong

hiding it from everyone who cared

her life is nothing but a lie

fake smile hiding all the pain

wanting to cry but holding it all in

going home and living so depressed

she loads the gun puts it to her Head

fingers on the trigger

she left a note

but noone knows

her mom has no clue

shes too busy popping more pills

and crying bc her life is nothing but pure hell

as one tear falls one life ends

one finger wipes away a tear

while the other decided to pull the Trigger<333

We Mess around

i like him alot

it seems like he likes me

but what if he dont

i dont want to get hurt again

thats not what i want

we pintch, bite, and smack eachother

& we talk alot

he tells people things have happened between us

when really nothing has

does it seem that he does or is it just me

bc to tell you the truth

he means something to me.

&& to me ©
you're the closest
to perfect
that anyone can get


EDITS-
&&- light pink
to- baby blue
me- light green
©- put in symbol. light-ish orange
closest-bold
perfect- underline
that anyone can get- italics (all of the words.)


ENJOY
xox

I think the only time
i feel safe
is when i'm in your arms <33


- Do whatever you want= different colors
MAKE IT CUTEE <33
kthanks

as one girl crys
another heart begins to break
a guy playing another just like the last
while they have fun
she takes the knife
cuts so deep
theres no attach of skin
just blood ossing red
end her life like sand running to the other side of the hour glass
running sooo fast
lifes so short
seeing the light but refusing to go
it becomes so cold she shivers as she breathes
she reaches for the phone
listens for his voice
he answers with a hello
she manged to say with a weak voice fading slow
" look what you caused, i had no choice, i loved you so, you broke my heart so i had to go, i took the knife and cut my throat.'
((phone went dead))

in the begining it was brand new
but in my mind i thought i would always love you
i thought it was pure i thought it was true
i dont know what to do you were everything to me
when you left i feel to pieces
i cant help but think
why do i still love you
why do i care so much
why do i cry myself to sleep at night
knowing you wont be there
i never knew id cry so much
over someone that ive lost
but i cant help but wonder
whyy everytime i think of you
my heart skips a beat
and when i close my eyes all that i see
is the image that is meant to be
i need you.
i dont want to breathe anymore if i cant have you
soo go ahead and do what you do and
say what you say
ill still love you anyway
we talked about marraige
we talked about kids
but in the end
it was just big fibs.

I love him, oh yes i do; he's for me and not for you. and if by chance you take my place... i'll take my fist and punch it in your face. <3

xox Anthony

make it pretty

Love
It`s the hardest habbit to break,
&& the craving most difficult to satisfy.