Quotes added on Sunday, October 22 2006

if we were a movie
youd be the right guy
&& id be the best friend
that you fall in love with

it's funny how the people we love, love someone else. and its funny how no matter how much you try to move no from this one boy you just can't. you've tried to love others but it just doenst seem right, you just can't imagine yourself with anyone else. but the worst part is the loneliness, suspense, and the wait. you never know if their ever going to feel the same way again and your never sure if they still have something for you. while waiting to find out the loneliness sets in. you begin to feel like everyone else is happy but you, but you cant be happy because the only time you're ever happy is when you're with your friends or him.so it comes down to you reliezing its worthless no matter what you do. you can never have him again. he doesn't love you anymore. or maybe he's never loved you in the first place. you just have to sit back and watch everyone have the time of the their lives withoutyou.

its one of those things where he could hate me
so much but even knowing that doesn't change the fact that I love him more than anything <3

the past is the enemy that she's constantly fighting, fighting only to help him realize that her heart is covered in his initials and marked by his finger prints. the fights that he forgets turns into an excuse to sadden her, they never leave her mind but instead replay moments where he hurt her. he doesnt see that with each painful word that pours out of his mouth, is the one thing that is capable of breaking her. he could never understand that hes sending her deeper into shame, until it turns into a matter of escaping the darkness where he put her

-my own
-im sw33txobrunette for edits and shtuff

&& all i need is to know you're here.

&& i'm falling apart.

keep me together.
hold me in your arms.

good friends will listen to you when you complain about your shoulder hurting in a softball game.
best friends will listen, tell you to stop playing, when you don't stop tell their dad and your dad, and when they're too late and you already hurt it up at bat, keep saying i told ya so.


haha true story,
thanks austin.

sunday is officially homework day
call PLEASE :]

This is how it works. Your young until your not. You love until you don't. You try until you cant. you laugh until you cry. You cry until you laugh. and everyone must breath until their dieing breath.

im young.in love.trying.laughing.crying.then back to laughing again.and im sure as hell STILL BREATHING.

i want a guy that will::
wipee away my tears'
&& not just offer me a tissue.