I'm so sick & tired of acting like i'm fine, cause truthfully, I'm
not. i can't even talk to you without being so incredibly sad. You
were the one person who was always supposed to be there for me, one
of my best friends, my everything..& you ruined it all in that
moment. & I acted like it didn't hurt, and for a while, I didn't
think it did..but the tears are here & i now realize that it hurt
more than anything in the world