Quotes added on Friday, January 26 2007

Why do i keep thinking about him?
I know it's SO over

It's been almost 2months!
Didn't [he see] that everytime i looked
In his eyes i just [admired] being there
[with him]

For all the sneaking out, staying up
till 3 am with eachother
knowing that i would get in SOOOO...
much trouble
i thought he charished our time as much
as i did

it seemed so perfect
he was the first one i actually
[[falled]] for



and now look at me...

I know how it feels to want to die
How you want to be numb so you can’t feel anything

Have you ever had a day
When everyone was
against you
When everyone was
Lying to you
Even your closest friends didn’t help you when you needed it
Even when you don’t know what to do
They just leave your side

You know you’re lost
And you can feel the shaking coming….
The pain…..the tears
You try to stop it

Revenge comes to your mind
But you don’t know how or where to start


Even your family doesn’t care
They don’t listen
I feel like I have nobody

I have done some things I terribly regret
But you know there’s nothing you can do about it

Yes people have hurt me
And I have hurt other people
Inside and out
But surprisingly
what hurts the most is
On the inside

I’ve prayed and asked for precious help
But none so far


I sometimes feel invisible
Like I was never meant to be
I don’t know why I feel like this
I guess I’m just a sensitive person
But I can’t keep living like this

I do have very good things
To appreciate in my life
But I feel like certain people
Make me appreciate them

She does that a lot
Puts words into my mouth
Also made me feel ashamed of my own feelings



I wish we still lived in a world where you just are
You

It didn’t matter what you wore
What different qualities you had
Or even who the people were you spent your time with

And people didn’t judge you for
One mistake you made

It hurts so bad
To hear someone laughing
In your face
While you cry because you were hurt
And that was there goal

I know how it feels when you can’t stop crying
I know how it feels to want to die
How you want to be numb so you can’t feel anything

Sometimes I even feel selfish
Because I feel like I want
Someone to feel sorry for me but I don’t
I just want somebody……anybody to know
Because I need someone to talk to....
Anybody
__________________________

read it
all me
thats how i feel right now

Find the one you can be yourself in front of. You can say anything. You can laugh. You can smile. You can cry. You can scream. You can hug. You can kiss. You can fight….make up the end of the night…. & he’d still be crazy about you.

time is of the essence..... every passing minuete is a chance to turn everything around

A friend is someone who knows all your faults but wants to be your friend anyway.

Im not a fake person so why would i want fake friends

I see you windin n grindin up on that pole,
I kno u see me lookin' at you and you already kno
I wanna love you, you already know
I wanna love you, you already know

girl...

~ Akon

[Save] a ~Wave~

[Ride] a ~Surfer~

keep your head up high gorgeous
`- - ->> because there are people who would kill to see you fall.