He left me because i was playing in my band to much..then when he
left i said i'll sell my gutair to pay off all those bills im
really sorry he didnt care i did becuase you never know what you
got till its gone then he moved away from the state and i kept
calling home and he wouldnt answer one day i left him a message
saying im so sorry i love you so much and i never wanted to lose
you that quickly...im guessing ill never see you agian so have a
nice life in New York Emily Then a few days laster i heard a knock
on the door it was "him" he said i got your message and i wanted to
surprise you and he did and then he came in and we started talking
about what happend he kissed me after we were done talking its been
5 years,we were in highschool 5 years ago and now we have a baby
coming and im getting married in 3 weeks,i had my baby and then i
found out my Boyfriend was really sick with cancer or something and
we didnt have enough becuase we lived in the ghetto and we had
anyother baby but the wedding didnt happen becuase we was sick that
day.......then the night of our wedding i was getting ready to walk
up the isle and then my mom and dad and everyone screamed my almost
husbend had fanted walking up the isle......he had died a few hours
later at the hospital we found out that we wanted to die so he took
a number amount of pills and i cried to hard i was wondering if he
was suffering or he just wanted to kill himself...i miss him so
much i would say in my prayers how much i want him back how much
his baby boy and girl want him back her with us how sad they every
night when the end of the table at dinner is empty we all want him
back when they went the bed he would say to me i love you and i
never want to leave you i love you 4ever and ever goodnight i never
really got to see him the day of our wedding i miss him i always
will
the sadness of love
by:Emily