Theese lie's become a part of me
For months, I've played this game
Acting like it doesn't hurt
Each time I hear his name
Ignoring what's inside of me
Pretending I've moved on
As if the feelings I once had
For him are somehow gone
Spending each and every day
With happiness and laughs
Forgetting all our memories
Avoiding photographs
But last night when I saw him
For the first time since he left
My heart stopped for a moment...
I couldn't catch my breath
When suddenly it hit me
As the tears started to flow
That even after all this time...
I just can't let him go</3
He finds another way to be the highlight of my day i'm taking
pictures with my mind so i can save them for a rainy day it's hard
to make conversation when he's taking my breath away.
it's crazy how we always end up where
we`re meant to; how even the most ironic
situations eventually teach you something
that you'd never dreamed you were going
to learn. </3