Quotes added on Wednesday, September 12 2007

I'm not the girl that runs up to you when I see you
And I'm not the girl who jumps at every moment
To talk to you, but I am the girl who keeps it all inside
And regrets it all later....

I miss the way we use to be, I miss the way you looked at me,
I took advantage of what I really had,
remembering the good times makes me sad,
I messed up and I cant take it back,
no one could ever compensate what I now lack,
I've changed my mind so many times before,
I was ignorant and blind, for the last and final time,
I've made up my mind, Your the one that I love,
I know we were meant to be, Please open your eyes and see,
live in the present, and forgive me.

I'm staring at your photograph,
remembering each moment you made me laugh,
I never thought it would end this way, that id
still be missing you to this very day...

I was laying in bed thinking of all the things that went wrong.
I quickly gave up after realizing that it was much
more challenging to think of what went right.

When someone you love abandons you, it doesn't hurt just because
they've changed, or lied, or went back on their promises,
but because you know what they really are and what a beautiful person
they can be. And when they take that away from you and
won't let you see that beautiful person again,
well nothing hurts more than having someone just decide
to take your entire world away without consulting you first.

Sometimes you've got to get hurt in order to grow,
sometimes our visions seem clearer after our eyes are washed out w/ tears

Have u ever wondered what is worse...?
Saying something you wish you didn't
or not saying something you wish you had?

If you love someone, then tell them
because hearts are often broken by words left unspoken

I cry for the time that you were almost mine,
I cry for the memories I've left behind,
I cry for the pain, the lost, the old the new,
I cry for the times I thought I had you

I look at you and think to myself,
why do I miss you so much when
you are standing right next to me?