i'm trying [ so hard ] not to care ;
but now you're happy & its not fair.
&just when i thought i was getting strong,
i see you [ with her ] and i was wrong.
Sometimes I wonder what I'd say to you if you suddenly walked back
into my life again. I wonder what I'd say to you after all this
time. After you broke my heart & left. But most of all, I wonder
what you'd say to me.
And the fairytale is over. The princess dies, the
prince finds another bride & everything is back
to how it's supposed to be. Time to step back
into reality and get on with my life.
I feel like I'm falling ever deeper into the dark,
like a junkie with a needle in the cold winter park.
Just one last fix and everything will be alright,
and then I fall again, it happens every night.
You can only push a girl away for so long
Until she walks out of your life on her own
So be careful and make sure this is
What you want
Because once she turns a r o u n d
she isn't coming back