There isn't one thing that doesn't remind me of him... I didn't
think it was possible to live every second of my life thinking
about him, dreaming abuot him or even talking to him... But it has
even come down to looking at my [best friend] and [[seeing him in
her]].... It's gotta stop, but heart breaks more than it has
already just thinking about not loving him anymore... I have to
keep holding on, but It's not getting me anywhere.....