Quotes added on Tuesday, December 11 2007

people say ive changed so much.
well heres the honest truth ,
i grew up and stopped letting people
push me around.
i've learned that you cant always be happy.

heres to the future because im over my past :)

&&you used to make me the happiest i had ever been
&&then you made me the most hurt and upset i have ever been
&&now you brought me back to happines again
but from here on out
you no longer have an effect on my emotions
im done letting you

i won't wear my seatbelt. i'll speed on the wet,
slick roads. i'll take that curve a little too fast.
you'll see the fatal crash on the news. and you
know what ? you still wouldn't miss me.

go ahead; lie to yourself
and go lie to all your friends -
just pretend you don't care.

theres a girl in the mirror; & I wonder who she is'
sometimes i think i know her and sometimes i wish i did*
there is a story in her eyes; lullabies and goodbyes`
when shes looking back at me i can tell; shes hurting inside

sometimes i don't tell you that
i love you, because i want
to see if you'll say it first.

we fight like we hate eachother
but then a minute later
are talking like friends;
boys are so confusing.

you can't take it anymore.??
like.. you aren't good enough
for anyone anymore
&& everything you do is wrong..
what are you supposed to do
when you feel like that?

I can't pretend any longer.
I'm crazy about my best friend.
I've never been the shy girl that lives her life with regrets.
So I told him everything, everything I've been meaning to say for the longest time.
I know we're best friends but I guess I just always thought he felt the same.
I guess this is another rejection, another heartbreak, another broken dream....
Except this time it came from the last person I expected it from...