i wish i could tell you this to your face,
but i know i wouldnt be able to say it.
I cant do this anymore,it hurts to much.
i dont trust you,i dont even know if you love me
i have given you so many chances and
i dont think im ready to give you another one.
Seeing and talking to you just hurts me because i know we will probly never be together again.
I cry everytime i think about us.
I have so much to say to you but i cant.
when im not with you all i want to do is scream at you,but then when i am with you i want to hold you and never let go.
your my world,my life,my everything but i have to let that go and move on.
I know in my heart i will always love you and i will never forget you.
Ive never regreted anything to do with you
and the only thing i regret now is writing you this.
I wish i could erase everything and start fresh with you just like i want,
but i cant,and i keeo trying but its gettimg me noweher.I wish i was strong enuff to give up evrything to be with you but i did that before and you left me anyway.
i know you probly think you no how much u hurt me but really you have no idea.
I had to fight to be with you and you didnt even want me,you wanted better.I was never good enuff for you.and thats why i think now that if i gave you another chance the same thing wuld happen.becuz i havent changed.im still the same girl that fell madly in love with you,only this tym im strong enuff to let go.
(a note i wrote to a guy,its complicated)