I know all of this won't make any
sense at all. I love you very deeply, but
I think it's time we've moved on. I
know you'll think I don't love you because
I don't want to be with you, but I
do want to be with you, just not right now
at all. You're everything I've ever
wanted, you are my perfect guy. Your timings
just a little off because I am not
ready to handle a guy like you. I am young and
stupid and make lots of mistakes.
You don't deserve to be with a person like me,
who doesn't know what they want
right now but wants to go explore. Your love is
just too much for me. I cannot
handle it right now, but maybe down the road I could.
I get that you might not be there
or want me back when I am ready. I will be okay
with that as long as today you can
understand why I can't have you.