And Sometimes...
I laugh at how my sisters are going to
be housewives with a million kids, when
I'm going to come home to my 1
daughter from working as a police
officer.
i just dont knwo what to do....
so i like this boy. i told my best friend and icant stop talking about him. eveything reminds me of him. i just want to be with him all the time. she just tells me to shut up cause im being annoying. i didnt think anything of it. when people would find out most said he liked me too. but when i got my hopes up my best friend would always say he doesnt like me. what am i tihnking that he would like me? she flirts with him like she is trying to make me jealous. turns out she likes him too. she claims she has always liked him and that she didnt tell me because she just doesnt tell people these kind of things. well why would she choose now to come out and let him know? now a year later? now the same time i like him? now that i know what i want for once in my life? when i told him i would back off so they could be together.. he said "no, are you kidding? i like you." i have forgiven her for everything she has done because i thought she understood. i thought she got it. i thought she would be happy for me. everytime im not with him. im afriad he is with her. im afriend she will betray our friendship. why is she doing this. why doesnt she just forget it. i was so happy and now im paranoid. should i be angry? should i be sad? should i say sometihng to her? should i say something to him? what shoul di do??????
And Sometimes...
My parents yell at me and call the
school dor telling my sister about
the perverted joke they think I heard,
when I really made it up.
And Sometimes...
I'll be watching Tool Time and my dad
will come in raving about his new car
engine my mom and sisters will be like
"Yeah, whatever." And I'll go "Arr Arr Arr!"
