listen its
me i dont think
u wuld ever realise this is 4
u
but i know u wuld neva like me in a million yrs
here i am loving u so much its
hard to put in words
and there u are enjoying ur lyf
without knowing im alive
i dont care that we are total oppisites and ur popular and
im not but i wuld neva stop
likeing u.
everytime i see u i have butterflies and they dont go till
the end of the week.
here i am waiting for every
thursday to see u. iloveeyousomuch ily
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For a while I thought...
Wow I really want a boyfriend... [[Sounds desperate.
Right???]]
Finally I got one I thought he was amazing...
But it turned out we didn't talk much and it was awkward...
We decided to just be friends...
It turns out we became better friends...
So after a break up it isn't always true that you will hate each
other...
Also the other thing I realized is right now im 13...
I don't need boyfriends till I get older, yes I will like
boys still but...
Right now I should live life and do different
things...
Do things for MYSELF.
**its not great haha just felt like typing it down...if you dont
like it dont even bother to rate low.
and i want
you to give me back;
-all the nights i cry myself too sleep about you, just wishing you
would care a little more.
-all the times i say to myself " maybe tommorow will be a
better day ".
-all the times i see you at recess wishing you would be sitting
right next to me, but never say anything.
-all the times i get acused from your friends saying that im
fridget, when i REALLY would give anything to be in you arms.
-all the times i feel sick in the morning, and go to school anyway
just too see you, but you dont talk to me anyway.
-all the times you act like you dont see me, and walk straight
passed.
but i geuss i
should thank you for;
-all the nights i fall asleep smileing, thinking about
you.
-all the times i say " today was the best freaking day ever
"
-all the times i see you at recess, walking over to me.
-all the times you get acused of being fridget too, and just sit
there like it dosnt bother you.
-all the times i feel sick in the morning, and go to school
anyway just to see you, and you DO talk to me.
-all the times, you do see me and smile.
LOVE
"A deep, tender,
ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such
as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities,
or a sense of underlying oneness."
Even after I have been with him for years I still get insane
butterflies when I see him, my hands begin to shake, and my heart
beats faster.
When he wraps me in his arms I practically
melt into his body. I can feel his heart beat, I notice
every breathe he takes and his smell is nearly intoxicating.
Our lips just barely touch and suddenly the world around me feels
insignificant. My heart feels like it is going to burst out of my
chest; I worry he'll notice. I can feel every muscle move and hear
every sound he makes.
I LOVE how we can be together for hours and not grow tired of one
another. We can talk about anything and everything. We can sit, not
saying anything, and be perfectly happy just to be
together.
He shows me he cares in everything he does. I wouldn't
change how, even when we are fighting, he calls me to tell me he
loves me and to have a good nights rest. I can't stand the fact
that even when I am completely furious with him I am still head
over heels in love with him; yet that is one of the things I love
the most.
I know it is love.