Quotes added on Saturday, December 13 2008
you're looking quite
shy,
sugar.
you've got some heat on that stare.
you've got them
tattered
blue jeans on,
and you're doing that thing with your hair.
this bed could use a secret,
and these pounding hearts could keep it.
if you could, then i could..
i swear.
Time you enjoyed wasting is
not wasted time
not mine~ make it prettier
not mine~ make it prettier
Okay I need HELPP!!!
This girl that was supposed to be my best friend,got asked out by my ex-bf who I still am in love with and she barley knows him. She said yes and didn't even tell me!!! Then she called me and left a nasty message on my phone.
Rate High if you think i should be mad------->>>>>>
rate low if i shouldnnttt
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! :)
This girl that was supposed to be my best friend,got asked out by my ex-bf who I still am in love with and she barley knows him. She said yes and didn't even tell me!!! Then she called me and left a nasty message on my phone.
Rate High if you think i should be mad------->>>>>>
rate low if i shouldnnttt
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! :)
today i walked into class.
i saw him with another girl.
he was holding her hand tightly.
i looked over and began to cry inside.
he saw me looking at me and glimpsed over at me.
i put a fake smile on and sat down.
after class he said baby i love you so much and as i began to say "aw i love you too"
i was inturpted..she said aww honey i love you so muchh too.
i died inside.
i walked out of class and walked to my locker..hoping nobody would notice the tears streaming down my face.
i passed by locker number one thirty four noticing from the corner of my eye that it was her locker..as i looked over i noticed him giving her a sweet peck on the cheek.
i began to sob.
he looked over and began to run after me.
i ran to the gym..pulled out a knife..and began to cut myself.
he was too late by the time he'd reached me.
i remember him calling the ambulance and standing by my side.
he said he'd come to the hospital with me.
but..little did he and i know i'd struck a vain and has minutes till my death.
as he stood impatiently in the hallway awaiting the news..the nurse walked down and said "sir im sorry but we couldn't do anything."
as i watched this all happen i saw him begin to cry and just about die inside.
he fell to the ground and screamed "WHY?" "WHY HER? WHY NOT SOMEBODY ELSE?"
the nurse tried to comfort him but he ran out..i followed him as he walked to the park.
he met a young gentleman there who i'd known was one of his possy member's friends.
the young gentleman said his apologies and walked away.
as the love of my life started walking back to his car..i heard a PANG..i looked back and saw him fall to the ground..the young gentleman walked up to him and put the gun to his head..PANG two more times.
one more pang to his own head right after the greif.
i began to sob as i sat on the bleechers.
i felt a hand touch my shoulder.
how could this be..im dead..right?
i looked up with tears streaming down my face and my rosy cheeks brighter than usual.
as i looked up i saw a familiar face..it was him..the love of my life.
this whole time..he'd loved me..and as i said "Im really sorry for all of this i shouldn't of done this to you and i" he said "STOP! stop with the im sorry...i loved you all along..i thought i was doing the right thing when i was trying to make you jealous with that girl..i didn't even know her name..you saw me kissing her and began to cry and i couldn't stand seeing you upset at me..i ran after you but i was too late and i got the news from the nurse and just about flipped..if anybody should be sorry it should be me.
my response was enough to tell him that i had forgave him as i said "whatevers meant to be will one day come to be."
i saw him with another girl.
he was holding her hand tightly.
i looked over and began to cry inside.
he saw me looking at me and glimpsed over at me.
i put a fake smile on and sat down.
after class he said baby i love you so much and as i began to say "aw i love you too"
i was inturpted..she said aww honey i love you so muchh too.
i died inside.
i walked out of class and walked to my locker..hoping nobody would notice the tears streaming down my face.
i passed by locker number one thirty four noticing from the corner of my eye that it was her locker..as i looked over i noticed him giving her a sweet peck on the cheek.
i began to sob.
he looked over and began to run after me.
i ran to the gym..pulled out a knife..and began to cut myself.
he was too late by the time he'd reached me.
i remember him calling the ambulance and standing by my side.
he said he'd come to the hospital with me.
but..little did he and i know i'd struck a vain and has minutes till my death.
as he stood impatiently in the hallway awaiting the news..the nurse walked down and said "sir im sorry but we couldn't do anything."
as i watched this all happen i saw him begin to cry and just about die inside.
he fell to the ground and screamed "WHY?" "WHY HER? WHY NOT SOMEBODY ELSE?"
the nurse tried to comfort him but he ran out..i followed him as he walked to the park.
he met a young gentleman there who i'd known was one of his possy member's friends.
the young gentleman said his apologies and walked away.
as the love of my life started walking back to his car..i heard a PANG..i looked back and saw him fall to the ground..the young gentleman walked up to him and put the gun to his head..PANG two more times.
one more pang to his own head right after the greif.
i began to sob as i sat on the bleechers.
i felt a hand touch my shoulder.
how could this be..im dead..right?
i looked up with tears streaming down my face and my rosy cheeks brighter than usual.
as i looked up i saw a familiar face..it was him..the love of my life.
this whole time..he'd loved me..and as i said "Im really sorry for all of this i shouldn't of done this to you and i" he said "STOP! stop with the im sorry...i loved you all along..i thought i was doing the right thing when i was trying to make you jealous with that girl..i didn't even know her name..you saw me kissing her and began to cry and i couldn't stand seeing you upset at me..i ran after you but i was too late and i got the news from the nurse and just about flipped..if anybody should be sorry it should be me.
my response was enough to tell him that i had forgave him as i said "whatevers meant to be will one day come to be."
not truee.
totally just made up on the spot.
took a while..doesn't look like much but took like 30 minutes.
rate high if you likee (:
rate high if you dont ):
totally just made up on the spot.
took a while..doesn't look like much but took like 30 minutes.
rate high if you likee (:
rate high if you dont ):
So
take
me in
Into your arms and
never let
go.
Hold me now.
Forget that other stupid
girl.
lyrics
to part of a song i wrote.
Oh school nights, you stayed up with me.
Weekends you just wouldn't go to sleep.
All you cared about was if i was ok.
more lyrics to a song i wrote.
please dont take.
Weekends you just wouldn't go to sleep.
All you cared about was if i was ok.
more lyrics to a song i wrote.
please dont take.
& here we go
again with the mixed signals
and those heart wrenching second thoughts.
and those heart wrenching second thoughts.
i know
this quote
[+&]that was my quote.
[+&]that was my quote.
