i would love
to
tell you exactly how
i
feel ,
but i don't
even know where to start . i
would love to say
that i hate how everything ended between
us . i know no
matter what i say, things between us will
never be the same.
i miss being able to
talk to you
about everything, i
miss the
look you got in your eyes everytime
we were , i miss
the
way i felt when you would
hold me in your arms, i miss the
way you would make me laugh. i just miss you. you have
no
idea how much
i just wish i
could go back to
when
everything between us was perfect . i would love
to say all
this to you, but i'm afraid that if
i poor my heart out to you
like this then all i get as a response it "ohhh"
or "cool" and if
that happens then i know my
heart will shatter all
over
again ,
and i'm not sure if i can
handle that pain ...
again.