The
wounds
will
heal and the pain will subside
and the scars will go away eventually in time
But the memories will never fade
and the proof will always show
the lines upon my wrists
tell you all you need toknow.
I want to say I'm done
But I'm not.
I will keep going.
This is only a little step.
One friendship might be ruined
But it's part of growing up.
When you flip out at me,
I can't handle it.
No one seems to understand that.
I need you to though.
This isn't as easy as you think.
I sit here wondering when it will all get better.
Weather or not I should talk to you today.
If it's worth saving our friendship.
My answer to that is yeah it will get better.
Yes I should talk to you so I can work it out.
And Yes it's worth our friendship because we have that
connection.
Look.
I am sorry.
I made a mistake
I'm human.
But I'm not giving up,
just from a little thing like that.
and i
want to jump in the water,
and escape all the pain of being a teenage girl,
backstabbed,
broken hearted,
lied about,
its all too much for me to handle
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