*
_& annnd i knoow that i should probably
just let go,
because i know that it
wont work out and
everryone tells me thaat,
so I try to convice myelf that its
betteer off withouut him...
but then I'll think of
him and remember his blue
eyes that
makes me melt
and I cant imagine
myself
with anyone else and no matter how hard
it is,
* i love
him... so much [♥] (: *