It's Kind Of Amazing To Think
that exactly one year ago,
you were breaking my heart. i was sitting in my
room, crying my eyes out, wondering why you just wouldn't like
all that i did. i was always great to you, and you were always
great to me.
yeah, that did me a lot of good. you made it seem like you
liked me as much
as i liked you. hell, i thought that i even loved you because
you were the
first boy that didn't treat me like dirt. man, was i wrong. you
about me. sure, we were friends, but apparently not as good
thought. because now you won't even talk to me because you know
were a jerk to me and you don't want to own up to your
mistakes. i've gone
exactly one year without a much-deserved apology from you. in
beginning, you thought things were still fine between us. i
let you keep thinking that, and i guess it's my fault that
we're no longer
close. i shut you out because it hurt me to even look at you.
or to look at you
with her. and now you're not even with her. so i don't
understand why you
can't just apologize to me. it must be a guy thing. you know
what? you suck.
G o o d
b y e .
if you read this all, i love