& i just needed to express this:
the feelings you gave me; they were extra
ordinary.
I never wanted anyone else but you.
We have been through so many things; to just give up.
You meant everything to me.
I didn't care what anyone said about us.
You were perfect in my eyes;
&
that's all that mattered.
When we said I love you;
We meant it, and i knew we did.
Because you can't possibly have those feelings if you don't.
But then;
You went and
grinded with four other girls.
At my first homecoming with you.
Because i went to go get water with my bestfriend.
I stood two feet away from you and watched you dancing there;
in the middle of all of them.
I felt embarrassed to even know you.
I felt stupid that we were dating.
And then the fact everyone came and said something to me.
Made it even worse.
And after All of this.
You want to say i love you;
and i meant everything to you;
And that your sorry for everything;
and everytime you hurt me.
& That you wish you could take it all
back.
Well boy;
You should've showed me when you had the chance.
needed to vent badly.
Actually happened and i dont know what to do?
I'm so stupid.