maybe g r a t i t u d e has
nothing to do with j o
y. maybe
being g r a t e f u
l means recognizing w h a t y o u h a v e
f o r w h a t i
t i s . appreciating small
victories._____________________
a d m i r i n g the
s t r u g g l
e it
takes to simply be human
. maybe, we're thankful for the
familiar things we know. &maybe we're thankful
for the things we'll never
know. &+
at the end of the
day, the
fact that we have
the c o u r a
g
e
t o s t i l l b
e s t a n d
i n g isenoughreasontocelebrate.
I'vegrown upalways; Learning
the hard way. Mistake after mistake. Trusting the wrong people,
and pushing the right ones away. Life to me is
a dream .
We keep chasing something that cannot be caught. The journey
beats us
down. We
bleed. We
hurt. We
love. But, we always get back up and try again. It's just it's our
nature.
wellyeah, i may not be the prettiest girl
&i might be a little bit too tall
my hair may not be pinstraight all the time;
but--
those are just the negative
things, ----->+&i'moptimistic.<-----
Last night. Something was
wrong. It didnt feel the same. At the moment i was talking to my
best friend Avery Froome telling her how wierd me and his
conversation was going.She said ; Katie , it will be alright :).
Everything was going great , If zak did that to me i'de be thinking
the same thing you are. Then suddenly you msged me. I was scared to
look. Finaly, i did and i read the first to sentences witch were
;
Katie , its over. I dont know why , but it is.
& that was it. my heart dropped + shatterd and tears started
running down my face when yet i didnt even read the rest of
the long paragraph you sent me. I ran to my room and called Avery.
I was cryig so hard i bet she didnt understand some of the stuff i
was saying. I told her i never cried so hard over a boy in so long
and she said shes never herd my cry over a boy, probably because
ive never cared for someone this much in i dont know how long. And
now suddenly its all gone. Its the worst feeling you could possibly
get.
And so , i havent responded to him
yet so i go back down to talk to him. But, of corse you say the
most stupidest things , and say your really sorry. But , i dont
beilieve you. If you really cared and was sorry you woudnt have
caused this massive peice missing in my heart. But , whatever.
Whatever is done , is done. So ,i guess you and me are really done
too. Its so sad how one second you have everything . Then the next
the little conversation screen blinks , you open it and everything
you had is suddenly gone .
Just like that. Last night , was a heartbreak </3
Last night. Something was
wrong. It didnt feel the same. At the moment i was talking to my
best friend Avery Froome telling her how wierd me and his
conversation was going.She said ; Katie , it will be alright :).
Everything was going great , If zak did that to me i'de be thinking
the same thing you are. Then suddenly you msged me. I was scared to
look. Finaly, i did and i read the first to sentences witch were
;
Katie , its over. I dont know why , but it is.
& that was it. my heart dropped + shatterd and tears started
running down my face when yet i didnt even read the rest of
the long paragraph you sent me. I ran to my room and called Avery.
I was cryig so hard i bet she didnt understand some of the stuff i
was saying. I told her i never cried so hard over a boy in so long
and she said shes never herd my cry over a boy, probably because
ive never cared for someone this much in i dont know how long. And
now suddenly its all gone. Its the worst feeling you could possibly
get.
And so , i havent responded to him
yet so i go back down to talk to him. But, of corse you say the
most stupidest things , and say your really sorry. But , i dont
beilieve you. If you really cared and was sorry you woudnt have
caused this massive peice missing in my heart. But , whatever.
Whatever is done , is done. So ,i guess you and me are really done
too. Its so sad how one second you have everything . Then the next
the little conversation screen blinks , you open it and everything
you had is suddenly gone .
Just like that. Last night , was a heartbreak </3