Love
Sucks
it kills me to hear you talk about
all the other girls,
can't you see that i want to
be that
girl?
at times i trick myself into
thinking that i don't want you,
but who am i kidding, i've always
wanted you.
i remember the days we used to talk
on the phone
who knew id ever miss them so
much
you tell me so often that i'm such
a great friend,
but it almost makes it harder
knowing that that's all i'll ever be
each time my phone rings i hope
it's your name ill see on the screen.
i remember the night you told me
you wanted me,
i didn't think it was posible that
you would,
so i shrugged it off, only hopeing
it was true,
but convinced it
wasn't.
months later you told me you wern't
lying.
you really did have feelings for
me.
i've never regreted anything so
much.
you give mixed signals that i might
have a shot
but the next day you're gone with
all the other girls,
all prettier and more outgoing that
i,
but somehow you still make time for
me..
but im still just the quiet girl in
the background.
at times i get angry at the fact
that you'll never be mine.
but how can i blame you for
that?
i'm simply not good enough for you.
and it's obvious.
i'm always the girl you come to
when you need advice,
time and time again, a girl will
hurt you
and you'll come to me and cry on my
shoulder,
i'm always thinking..i'd never do
that to you...
so many times i tell myself i don't
love you,
its our friendship i
love,
but i realize now it's not our
friendship i love so much,
it's the hope that it might later
turn into something more.
how can you be so
clueless.
its obvious i want you...i need
you.
they say you should live with
optimism, but with you, it's hard.
i can't bring myself to believe i
have a chance with you.
...'cause i don't.