Quotes added on Friday, December 4 2009

I keep trying to put myself back together, but can never find all the pieces...
are just lies that havent been
discovered yet

i miss you so much
you meant the world to me
you were the most important person in the world to me
i feel heartbroken without you in my life
i wish you would come back to me
i love you baby.

dont steal. (:
& dont you just hate it
when you get all under your blankets
and finally relaxed in your bed.......
and then you realize that you left the light on across the room:p
haha mine. favorite if this happens to you:p
you might say
that im a total stalker
but i guess i just
accidentaly memorized your class schedule?

To know i wasn't the first, hurts. To know that i wasn't the one the things were thought about. To feel like second best.These words you speak feel like an old tune sung to a different girl. You said you are the happiest with me but there was the girl before me. It was the best year of your life and happiest. If I can get past this it will be a miracle. I love you. I have never loved before you, these things im saying to you are a first for me. Your words feel fake now, I can't believe them. I need to ask questions but Im scared. But this love hurts, its not kind, sweet and gentle love, it hurts me. To know the first girl was your love and you showed it, now onto the next one, me, I get all the hand me down sayings that you originally felt for a different girl. How does someone get by that. Your my first. Why do i fell like I am always second best? You had talked to her 4 months before I met you and you were in love, how can something like that just stop so quickly! I feel like your love isnt true now, you say you love me with all your heart but how can I believe you? You said it before, will i be left in the dust, you say no now but what happened to her. Shes toast, in your past. I don't want to be the past because you are my future. Im in love but it hurts. How do i fight pain that i can't even tell you about? Im scared it will end and I will be the second one you said those things about. I feel like a test drive, just make it stop. I want to believe you but how can i knowing i  wasnt the FIRST! </3

It's the worst when you know that you dont matter,
but you stay anyways.
And isn't it funny how he thinks he's fooling you?
He doesn't fool me.
it's like trying to catch the air,
And when it comes down to it,
He doesn't matter to you either.
Like maybe everything has lost purpose,
But then he smiles
...and then you remember why you stay in the game.

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

innocence - Avril Lavigne

this feeling is
SO rare in my life.<3
All these quotes about how painful    it is that he doesn't know...

Try having him know and him still
not wanting you.
 How was i supposed to know?
She wa
S l o w l y
L  e  t  t  i  n  g
G x o
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