So today, you started talking to me again.
After 5 months, you finally started
talking to me again like we were friends.
We talked like we used to, about nothing in particular,
just having fun.
You made me
laugh until
my stomach started hurting, and I had this huge smile pastered on my
face.
(And incase you didn't know, you made me the h a p p i e s t I could ever
be.)
I must admit I was scared though, because for these
past 5 months I have been trying to
avoid
you.
I was afraid of falling even
more in
love with you than I already was, and
that would be d a n
g e r o u
s because you stopped loving me forever ago.
I knew that letting you back in would just be like
breaking my
heart all over again.
Like trying to fix a broken
mirror.
And today, you told me you
loved me.
And thats when I cried.
Because that's what I've
been wanting to here since you dumped me on that
Wednesday, 5 months ago.
I cried because I knew
that you didn't mean it.
You
n e v e r mean it.
But baby you just made me hope again.
I have the tiniest feeling that you might just miss me;
Miss everything we had
together, and realize that I loved
you,
with every piece of my heart.
Now I'm thinking that just maybe, maybe,
you love me back.
But I know that's not true.
So please don't do
this to me, I can't take it
anymore.
You're just
making it harder for me to
get over you. </3
sorry
it's long, thanks for reading it all. (:
all mine, its pretty crap.
but hit the ♥ ?