Quotes added on Tuesday, December 29 2009

& i love how much i hate you ,
yet i hate how much i love you .
think of crying as a way to get rid of all the bad stuff... but lately i can't get myself to cry... and right now i want it i want for get rid of you for just a moment and let me relax without worrying about what i should do to keep you or if you even should be with me. right now i cannot take it... i need a desicion i want to forget that we're best friends forget that one thing thats holding us back and take a chance... we both know why it wouldn't work out if one of us ended it i... i cannot beleive i am saying this but if being with you means being heart broken in the end im all for it because i want you and i need you now... that means as soon as possible but you would be the perfect birthday present. please just take a risk you wouldn't mess it up i'd... eventually bounce back... but now that i think about it why would i want you if i knew id be trying to get over you ... i don't want to get over you! i want to dance with you and only you at my brithday party i want forget all those other guys that ask me to dance and stay with you the entire night just to hear you laugh at the weird people dancing together and this time i don't want your friend right behind you messing with you i just want you close to me for a while even if that means for just one song... but baby don't mess with my heart you don't wanna be that kinda guy and if you do end up like that again breaking my heart again then my friends might tell me that i should hate you and they want to hurt you but i don't want that i won't let them you mean too much to me just to let it all slip away and i remember the first day at school we went out and you had just broken up with your other girlfriend(im sorry caroline you'll see why im typing this all in the end) you had flashed that bright smile at me and asked me if I'd gotton any threats and just that was enough to make my heart skip a beat but you best beleive i love you as your best friend as more we won't know that and i hate when people say you don't fall iin love til your older because i no theres all that crap about hormones but when you find that person you no it you feel it in your gut and you being my firast love might be all it is but your my first so what am i supposed to do why on earth can i not get over you....

so if you've read all of this you are gonna find out why i typed it all... even after typing that all and listening to the song that doesnt even remind me of you but is that sappy sweet stuff that i actually like i still cannot shead a tear...
And I can't help but smile
when his perfect little voice
says my name
[ <3 ]

click the heart if
you feel the same
     hope something eats =P

that goes
out to a few
people i know (;
i am not------>>>perfect.
you can't expect me to be.
i am only going to be the [(best)] that i can be.
what you think doesn't matter.
as long as I'm
i fall to easily.
i crush to quickly.
i cry when no one is looking.
i don't have a bestfriend.
i can never make up my mind.
i'm the bully, &the victim.
i suffer from chronic depression.
i can't change who i am, & i won't for anyone.
i'm an unconfident person, & it's always going to be that way.
i can brighten your day, even if i can't brighten my own.
i don't tolerate being called an, 'emo.'
i can't stand not using proper grammer.
i make mistakes.
i'm human.
i learn from the mistakes i make, & try not to make them again.
i am capable of tripping up the stairs.
i am addicted to technology.
i am not a 'straight A' student.
i don't like to listen in class.
i hate the forwards that say, "if you beleive in God, you would send this."
i lie.
it's not easy for me to tell people about the scars on my arms.
i'm young, but in love.
i'v ehad my heartbroken many times.
i've broken my fair share of hearts, too though.
& the last truth about me is;
i'm perfectly imperfect.
45 questions
1. Who was your last text from? gina
2. Your relationship status? singleee
4. Have you ever lost a close friend? yeahhh.
5. What is your current mood? tireddd.
6. Whats your brother(s)/sister(s) brianna
7. Do you have a job? nopeee.
8. Where do you wish you were right now?  gina's.
9. Have a crazy side? who doesnt???
10. Ever had an almost-death experience? i think.
11. Something you do a lot? text and hang out with gina.
12. angry with anyone? kindaaa.

13. Whats stopping you from going for the person you like? her.
  14.When was the last time you cried? today.
15. Is there anyone you would do anything for? oh yeah!
16. What do you think about when you are falling asleep? idk
person you talked to on the phone?gina
What is your favorite song? every single one possible prolly.
19. What are you doing right now? survey and texting gina.
20. Who do you trust right now? gina.
you are wearing? pajamas
22. Have you kissed someone in the past week?  no one besides family.
23. Who is your friend that lives closest to you? elizabeth
24. Describe your life in one word.  crazy
should you be doing right now? going to bed. 
27. What are you listening to? tv and me typing

28. Who was the last person who gave you a hug? ginaaa.
29. Who was the last person who yelled at you? mum
30. Do you act differently around the person you like? not really.
31. What is your natural hair color? dirty blonde
32. Who was the last person to make you laugh really hard? gina.
33. Who are you currently texting? gina.
34. What do you hear? the tv and me typing.
35. Is your hair curly or straight? boff.
36. Has anyone called you "scrumptious" latley? lol, ummm, no.

39. Do you use smiley faces on the computer? mhm.
40. Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? yepp, lol.
41. Are you happy with your life right now? sure.
42. Are you currently jealous? nahh.
43. What jewelry are you currently wearing? necklace.
44. What are you doing this weekend? hanging out with gina.
. Have you ever had your heart broken? mhm.</3

1. get up
2. survive.
3. go back to bed.

 ♥ > then start all over again. < ♥

basically my
goals every
day. but mostly
number 2. fav
if you agree(:
AnD aFtEr AwHiLe
you /give/ up.
you /stop/ feeling sorry for yourself.
you /break/ your promise;;to love him  f o r e v e r.
but it's
okay;; cause you know
iTs FoR tHe BeTtEr <3
does anyone ever wonder if GOD
could possibly be a women?


THESE THOUGHTS !!!!!!!!!!!! lOl

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