I miss
your;;
honey coloured eyes.
i miss your golden brown hair.
i miss the way you just wanted me to be happy,
even after we broke up.
i miss the way you could tell me anything.
i miss the way you're not afraid to tell me what's wrong.
i miss the way you helped me see that he's a jerk,
and that you're so much better -- without even having to say
it.
i miss the way you'd stand up for me,
even when i went out with him.
i miss the way you made me feel happy.
i miss the times you'd walk me home.
i miss the times you'd kiss me on the cheek,
and understood i wasn't ready to kiss you.
i miss the times we held hands.
i miss the first time you said 'i love you'.
i miss our late night phone calls. &&
---» i miss the old
you...
but then you had to go and
change...
and i regret ever being 'popular', as my friends called it.
i hate the fact that you acted so different during school,
just to impress the older kids and ignore me and my friends.
i barely saw you anymore; but when i would,
you seemed to dance around us, acting like you ran this town.
and then when you'd walk me home... you were so different...
i hate that eventually you stopped walking me home
and became best friends with the jerk you complained about
before.
i hate that you weren't you half the time
anymore...
And now that i look back on
it;;
i
start to believe, if neither of us ever changed,
we'd still be together.
all the bullshit you did pushed me away.
you were one of the only reasons i didn't move -- and now i'm
gone.
but i know it was partly my fault too.
i hear around me that my friends are 'falling in love'...
and i never realized that i meant 'i love you too' to you until
now.
i've convinced myself that you were the perfect boyfriend
compared to the others.
i've convinced myself that if just no one got in the way..maybe,
,just maybe... we'd be
together..
Do you see how you're driving
me crazy?
I've never wanted to last too
long in a relationship,
but with you... its different.
i've already broken your heart twice... and i don't blame you if
you hate me...
i blame myself.
now the worst part is, you've moved away too.
i have no clue what your number is now
and i guess i have to keep these feelings to myself.
i guess what i really want to say
is....
even through all that
hell;
i've loved you all along.
and i know it's taken me forever to realize it
and that it's too late......
but i guess all i can do is wish,
wish that i'll still be on your mind,
even when you leave this year behind,
because i'll never forget you ♥
©
sorry.
<vent/ing3