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It makes absouletly no sence
;;
How
badly my heart
wants to
belong to [( y o u
)] again .
But in my thoughts I h a t
e you
more than anyone .
I want absolutely nothing to do with you; my mind
is telling me to ignore you, to hope you dont look at
me.
My mind wants to forget you, & everytime you try to
apologize or write me sobby 'I'm sorry' notes, to just
--> remind <-- you that I hate you. But in my
::. heart
.:: I have to be with you, I need to only
be yours. What am I
supposed to do if my heart needs you, my
mind hates you, & I can't
trust you <\\3