I can't take this anymore! Anytime I call
you, we sit on the phone together in silence. To some that's
romantic, to me it's a waste of time. I get the courage to take
charge, because apparently you're never going to, and
silence is what I get in return? How pathetic. You
can't even talk to your own girlfriend. So you laugh when you
realize we haven't said anything to eachother for 15 minutes. You
LAUGH! The absolute most horrible thing you could
possibly do at a time like that. Then we are supossed to go on a
date with a couple of friends, and what do you do? You don't show
up!! So it ends up being me kelsi and amber in a theatre
alone. Glancing back at the
door the anticipation killing me. And when I
call you to see what had happen, you make up three different
stories before you finally give me the
truth. It was either go on the date or see me the next day.
The whole point of going on the date
on Saturday was because I wasn't
able to see you on Sunday. So we go
through the phone cycle one more time until finally you say
something. That something was, "Let me talk to
Amber." Oh jeez, thanks. Sure, go ahead and talk to my
best friend while I'm crying and crushing skittles. Did
I mention you didn't even notice?! I give you
another chance and this is what I get. A slap
in the face. I decided to call you, because you
apparently weren't going to call me. You said you were
sick...but how am I supposed to know if that's not
just another story? That's just the thing...I
don't. I also had to sneak the call because my parents don't
like the fact that I have to
call you. And, honestly, I'm starting to agree
with them. And everyone might think I'm spazing out over nothing,
but isn't this how bad relationships are formed?? &&
anyone who took the time to read this, thank you. If you have any
advice please tell me. I just don't know what to
do....
venting-sorry.