I was always scared to like
you ,
I didn't want to get hurt ,
But I listened to my heart ,
and took a chance with you .
I fell so hard , harder than ever ,
and I loved you with everything ,
You were my first "good morning" ,
and my last "good night" ,
my first love .
I knew it wouldn't last though ,
I told myself not to get too close ,
but I did .
I was so scared of losing you ,
I couldn't even think about it ,
It hurt too much to think ,
that sometime down the line ,
you would leave .
then it happened ,
I lost you .
Now What
?
mine .
just venting .
i like it plain .