&&Sometimes I Just Imagine Myself
kneeling on top of the muddy ground,
during the biggest rainstorm screaming
to the skies, trying to figure out what went wrong between us.
im crying
. . . because i don't care what i look like, i know my [ {
make-up's } ]
smeared, and my hair is p l a
s t e r e d to my face but i dont care
anymore...i want answers, as i am in the
---->pouring
rain
im cursing_your_name im losing_myself_i
can't figure it out
why don't you want me anymore? why
did you choose
her after all we've been through? ~~~why didn't you
see through my lies when i told
you i d i d n ' t
love you anymore? my eyes
tell more about
me than i do{you should have learned to read}
them
but why
am i
blaming
you...this . is . all . my . fault . i . should
never have let you go...I'M in
the
rain, and i;m kneeling & & crying
and screaming \\\\\\ my clothes
getting so muddy, im trying
>>to remember the words
to our song . . . they feel
like honey dripping
off of my tongue~~
so sweet. the rain
is trying to wash
y o u o u t o f
my life...and i
Xcan't let itX
ButAsIimagine
myself |.|.|.|.|.|.|.|
broken +++ tired
of trying...the rain
i s t h e o n l y
place i can__feel__~
b et ter because i know
the sky is crying right along
. w . i . t . h . m . e . S S S
mine...please read and
tell me what you think
i worked hard on this
it's what i truly feel right now