H
a p p y//B i r t h d a
y//T o //Y o
u
you may
not know I am saying this to you and you're
probably
smiling that you're finally fourteen already. You're going
to be
spending your day with your ex-girlfriend, which I
find
totally unfair. She broke your heart and you still have to
spend this
special day, with her. I went to my aunt's house today. I learned I'm good with little
babies. I make the little boys smile and laugh, making them
play hide-and-seek with me. I'm good with little girls, because they
like to ramble on and on about things that happened months
ago and I listen to every word they say. Will you ever know this?
No. Why? You
never wanted to get to know me. If you did have the
urge to, I would give you
this long paragraph about how special you are. How would I?
Why don't I just show you what I mean. When I found out
you have green eyes, I
completely melted inside. There is not one boy in our grade
with green eyes, and you're the first one. I love green eyes with a passion.
Step one complete. When I see you down the
hall, coming closer to me, I lose my train of thought and make no sense when I talk to my
friends. I make myself sound like I am mad at them, sad
about something, or just stupid. I hate myself later for it. I
can't even keep my eyes off of you, no matter how hard I
try. You became so much more attractive, I can't stand it. Is it
normal for someone to have these many good looks? I surely
don't think so. Step two complete. You know when you catch me starring at
you, and you try to keep our glance at each other? Or when I
catch you looking at me and
I turn away? Don't ever think about it in a bad way. Truth
is, I can't look at you for more then two seconds without
drooling. You're gorgeous
honey. You're the type I can't stand to look at because it
burns me. Remember that time I almost rammed into you? Well I kind of did...But
not really badly. But still. Your hand brushed against my
arm, and after I thought I was going to die of shaking so
hard. You
smelled amazing, I wanted to hug you and just smell you.
Breathe in whatever you put on that morning. I wanted it on me, so I
could smell it later. Sounds crazy, I know.Remember
that time I came into your study hall, and almost again, bumped right
into you? That whole time when you were looking at me, I was
shaking. I may have been controlling my voice well, but I was
shaking inside. I always shake when you're around. I get so
nervous...I don't know why.
Step three complete. I'm good friends with one of
your best friends.You know,he asks a lot of questions so all
that is going through my
mind is "Does he tell him my favourite music? Does he
tell him about my life?Does he tell him about my grades?" I thought I was falling for
you best friend, but I was really falling for you, even
harder. Wouldn't it be weird if you found this? Ha, I'd laugh. That would be
good for you. Anyway, you see this long paragraph?All for
you.If you got to knew me, it
would be longer.And stop cutting your hair...It looks better
long.
Hope You Had An Awesome
Day//Sorry It's 2 Hours Late.
*yes. his birthday is on April
Fools Day. AKA April 1st.