& I'm Done Hiding Secrets #86
I love him.
I really do.
He's that kind of guy
that
doesn't ever show emotion
He truly doesn't need anyone
to survive. He's so incredibly
strong on his own. And
I
really don't think my emotions
are tricking me into thinking
that maybe JUST MAYBE,
he kind of sort of possibly
might feel something, too. But
I'm afraid to be wrong. And I
don't want to ruin anything or
make it awkward, so I can't
tell anyone. And I feel guilty
for loving him because I would
never be able to handle it if I
hurt him in any way. And he's
so independent; I don't want to
ruin that. But I can't help how
much I really truly love
him.
He's not like anyone else. He is
literally everything I never knew
I needed. He's taught me so
much but he has no idea at all.
He's saved me. If he only knew.
I
really am sorry, but I love you.