Quotes added on Tuesday, April 27 2010

if you promise...
not to take too long.....
i'll wait for you
all
my
life :)
part 14
when i got on the bus Jenny slid in against the window. we started talking about the weekend. even though its only Wednesday.. we were all really excited.. we had a feeling my parents would allow it. but then i just remembered.. my gut feeling.. crap.. if something happened.. they'd never let anyone over, or me out of the house.. crap. 
"Dal.. Dal.. Breath Dal Breath!" Jenny said getting worried..
"s-sorry... i-i just have a problem.." i said.
"yeah.. zoning out.. i have noticed.." she said and laughed.. i laughed a bit too..
"whats wrong?" she asked
"i don't know.. i just.. have a gut feeling.." i said she nodded.
"well.. text me when you know what happened.." she said as i rose since my stop was approaching.
"of course.." i said and smiled then walked off the bus. my gut feeling was getting worse. and worse. and worse. with each step i took making me closer and closer to my house. when i got to it. there was cops. Everywhere. i ran in..
"Ma!" i called.
"shes upstairs." a detective said. i nodded and thanked him and walked up.
"mom.." i said walking in Carters room. she was just rocking on the rocking chair that was in his room.. mumbling to herself.. she looked lifeless.. i frowned.. i walked downstairs to my dad.
"Dad?" i said walking in the den doors. he was gripping both the house phone and his cell in either hand. i frowned to myself.. i finally got the courage to ask what happened
"Carter ran away.." he choked out..
"WHAT!" i nearly screamed.. drawing every cop that was in my house's attention to me. i closed to doors.
"What!" i said more quietly.
"either that, or he got kidnapped.." i dragged my dad's forearm out the den and grabbed his keys to his old mustang and we got outside and i sat in the driver side. when he got in the passenger side i said
"Alright. teach me how to drive this.." i said he did and while we were on the road he looked over to me once or twice.
"where are we going anyway?" he asked still gripping onto his cell.
"a place i think Carter may be..." i said. he just nodded and looked out the window. i grabbed my dads cell and turned on his tracker. he had a chip installed to me and Carters phone, along with mom. when we got to Shadow Little Rock a 3 acre place where you go to relax. or do.. whatever you want. its land that just has trees and grass.. no playground or anything.. and sure enough. my dads tracker started buzzing like crazy. i looked down. "what does that mean?" i asked..
"it means that hes here.." he said.. he grabbed his phone.. good.. i don't know how to work it. we walked around for about 2 hours.. we were about to give up..
"honey.." my dad said..
"yeah.." i said turning around.
"what phone does he have?" he asked.. i walked up next to him.
"uh.. the red envy 2.." i said.. and sure enough.. Carters phone was laying infront of us. with it was a note.
alright. well you guys are really stupid if you think i would take my chipped phone away with me.. well.. bye?. i don't know how long ill be gone.. if you wanna blame someone.. blame my perfect favored sister Dalla.
i couldn't believe it.. i was the reason he ran away.. i fell to my knees crying. i was the reason for my boyfriend and best friends death.. and now my brothers run away and possible death.. i have a great record going on.
"honey.. im sure he doesn't mean it.." my dad said..
"well no, it makes seance.. i don't remember one award show i went to for him.. but he got pulled to all mine. and he got lugged around where ever i wanted to go, and when he wanted to go someplace i would complain and we wouldn't go.. it is all my fault.. i was never there for him.." i said. he wrapped his arm around my back and we headed to the car.
"Dad.." i said starting to cry harder..
"yeah.."
"Do you hate me.." i said..
"NO!.. don't you ever ask that.. why would i hate you..." he said starting to get angry.
"i made your only son run away.." i said whipping my eyes.
"you might have.. but i still have my daughter.. so. that's still important.." he said taking the keys away from me. good.. im not focused enough to drive. while we were driving home. that last sentence in the note kept spinning in my head
if you want to blame someone.. blame my perfect favored sister Dalla.
 
how did my family start?
a long time ago
two people
fell in love
&
from then on..
the story continues
just as it began
running people over is a bad habit
wether you're a motocyclist
or a guy who doesn't know
he's missin out
on someone whos loves
him

 

The good times of today,
are the sad thoughts of tomorrow.
BOB MARLEY

plant just a little seed of gossip
and you'll reap
a whole garden of
regret


well? don't just stand there
undo      something!!!
Black Backround

Forget about the rules or the fear of looking ridiculous.
What is truly ridiculous is passing up an opportunity

to tell someone your heart belongs to only him.


a man has three names

a name he inherits

a name his parents gave him


and the name he makes


for himself


a smile costs nothing,
but it worth too much

it enriches whoever's reciving it
with making poorer whoever giving it

it takes a moment ,
but a memory can last forever



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