So, you were my best friend for five
years. You were there for me whenever i needed you. You've
liked me ever since we were young, but i only considered
you a friend. Then one day everything changed. You told me
that i have beautiful blue eyes.. you told me that I was
beautiful.. I fell for you. You asked me out.. I thought it was
going to be easy getting over you after the break up
because we were friends so long. We shared our first
kiss together. We were sitting on a bench in your backyard on
a beautiful summer night. You told me you love
me. I believed you. Everyday we were together. Holding
hands walking down the steet and those unexpected kisses
that make your stomach jump. I broke up with you.. we were too young and I
didn't know that i would regret it. We were still friends
after we broke up but it was different. It felt weird and
uneasy not being with you. The day after I broke up with you, you
had a new girlfriend. You became a player.. About a month
later, a couple of people were sitting on my trampoline playing
Truth or Dare.. they dared us to kiss... we did... well actually,
we didn't stop. It's almost like we couldn't. Oh trust me,
the spark was still there. After that night, we didn't
talk as much. We seemed to just keep our distances. Two
months later I went to a school basketball game with my best
friend, Shannon. You told
me that you love me, but it
sort of just slipped out. You were a player. You
went out with every popular girl and kissed them
all. You were the only one I ever kissed. We
didn't talk for a while after that. We still were friends but
barely. We were both going out with other people. I went
out with someone else for four months. Going out with him made me
realize that the feeling just don't compare. I
was in denial for the longest time. I really liked my new
boyfriend. Now it's seven months after we broke up. We
both went to my friend's birthday party. When I got home from the
party you texted me. " I like someone with blonde hair and
blue eyes." you said." Is it me?" I asked.
"No." you said. "Oh. then who?" I asked.
"I wish you were here right now," you said. "I wish
you were here too," I replied. "I love
you." you said. I was not expecting that at all. Who
would guess that seven months later you tell me that? You told me
that you never stop thinking about me, that you
miss me, that you felt nothing when you kissed
all those other girls. That you only felt something when
you kissed me. Problem
was, we were both with other people. But, I truly did love
you. You were my first true love and my only. I
didn't know what to do with my boyfriend. Two days later,
I broke up with my boyfriend. You texted me and told me that you
broke up with your girlfriend. We went out.. for five
days.. After five days you broke
up with me over facebook. You said that you didn't love me
anymore. You're the only one I ever cried for. Two
hours later, you were going out with someone else. The
pain was horrible. I've never felt anything like it
in my whole life. A week later, you told me that you
didn't mean what you said and you didn't mean to hurt me.
I stopped talking to you for a whole because I didn't want to get
hurt by you again. About two and a half months
later I had some friends over my
house. It was just you and I and you told me you miss
me. You asked me to hook up. I didn't want to be used. You
told me that I'm different from everyone else. You told me
that you can't stay long without going back to me. You told me that
you love me. One problem, I had a boyfriend. I didn't hook
up with you. I knew that I love and cares about
you more than anyone, but you were young and a player. I
refused to give you what you wanted. I asked you why we
always go back to eachother out of all the people we
go out with.. You told me that we have something special.
This is our story up to now. I know that this is just the
beginning.
True love
doesn't have a happy ending because true love never
ends.<3