I
hate you...
But why do I keep thinking about
you?
Hoping
our arguements one day will turn into something special...
Do you hope for that also?
I feel
that everything is pointless now..
You're with her and I'm here alone.
Am I really that stupid?
I don't want to wait any longer...
I not
giving up on you,
I'm just leaving before my heart can be carcked and broken and
further...
I hope
that I will find someone better than you,
And that can love me so won't have to
wait.