Quotes added on Saturday, May 29 2010
when we stop
fighting
we stop living
we stop living
you said there are tons of fish in the waters so the waters i will test :)
I
W
i
s h
I
C
o u l d
G
o
B a
c k
I n
T
i m
e
I want to take back all the things that i said to
you.
I want to tell you how much i love you and i how i
would n e v e r want to lose
you.
I wish I could change my actions and
i wish i cared a lot more than i did.
I want everything back to the way it
was
When we
were
in
love
and
it was
easy.
And you love me how?
part 21.
part 21.
"Zack what would you like.." i said as we walked
into Dunkin Donuts..
"um. just a Glazed Donut.." he said i nodded and grabbed a water bottle and walked over to the cashier
"two glazed Donuts and a water.." i said he nodded and walked over to the Donuts behind him.. i paid and we sat at a table in the corner of the place
"OK well, when you went to Ms. C, Steve got up and walked out the gym doors looking at his phone.. so me.. being curious.. i walk behind him.. with distance.. but still having a enough space between us so i could see.. and then he walks over to Joice.. like he new she was there.. they had a little small talk, about 4,5 minutes, then they kissed, then as i was walking back to the gym, you wizz by me and see them, then you walk away and i thought i should tell you what happend, so i followed you out.." he said.. i laughed
"you didn't have to add the last part.." i said laughing.. he shrugged.. then i heard a familiar Truck engine cut off..
"CRAP.." i said and ducked under the table
"Yardley.. i know this isnt the fanciest place.. but i wouldn't trust it underneath there... nor would i think its cozy under there.." he said.. i slapped his leg as i heard the bell ring as the door opened..
"Zack.. wheres Yardley?" Steve asked above me..i moved closer to Zack's legs and the corner of the booth..
"um.. um... uh... Bathroom?" he said confused..
"oh, alright.. well.. did she see.." he asked
"see... what?" Zack asked playing dumb... typical..
"i know you saw.. stop being dumb..." Steve said
"OH that thing i saw that you did which you dont want her to see or know about you think she saw nope she didn't see i far as i can tell.." he said even i got confused..
"um.. im guessing that was a no.." Steve said confused..
"nope. no, noda. Zipo.." Zack said
"you OK Zack?" Steve asked.. then the bell rang again
"Steve?" Urban said confused..
"Urban?" Steve said confused
"ZACK!" Zack shouted i had to try super hard not to laugh
"Why you here?" Urban asked
"looking for Yardley.. you.." Steve said
"Getting my mom a Donut and iced coffee.. Zack?" Urban said
"Mm.." Zack said respondingly
"where is she" Urban said
"wheres whom?" Zack said
"Yardley.." Urban said
"OH that she whom.." Zack said i rolled my eyes
"whatever.. Zack.. just tell us.." Steve said
"um.. um.. um.. Bathroom?" he said confused again
"shes been in the Bathroom for 10 minutes?" Steve asked not believing
"um... yes." Zack said
"OK.. Well.. im just going to wait here till she comes" Steve said
"Okeey Dokeey.." Zack said
"OH MY GOD.." i shouted finally having enough of it under the table and crawling out Urban started cracking up Steve didn't looked impressed
"well well well.. looks like the bathroom lady came out from under the ground.." Steve said cocking his head to the side
"atleast i didn't kiss the cheerleader.." i said sitting back in the booth
"Zack.. you said she didn't see.." Steve said looking at Zack
"well.. i say alotta things.." Zack said taking a bite out of his Donut..
"well.. i did.. and do you understand how i feel?" i asked Steve..
"yes.. i understand.." Steve said.. i didn't believe his tone.. i stood up throwing out my Donut.. Zack Stood up too.. now all four us are standing in a short silence.. i finally got a good idea
"You know.. i don't think you know how i feel.." i said sounding hurt to Steve
"Well.. Yardley.. i do.. i really honestly do.." he said i nodded in disbelief
"mhm.. im sure.." i said he looked at me seeing i have an idea.. i had to act fast before he understood what i was about to do.. so i just quickly grabbed Zack and kissed him for the exact same time Steve kissed Joice.. i turned around to a steamed Steve and cocked my head to the side as he did before
"see.. now you understand how i feel.." i said and quickly walked out the store with Zack on my back
"that was a good idea you had planed" he said as i drove out of Dunkin Donuts i nodded and put my arm against the window and laid my head against my fist..
"im not any happier.. if anything.. im maddier, more hurt.." i said starting my list
"no need to explain. i understand.." Zack said
"i feel bad.." i said looking at him
"dont.." he said pledding..
"well... i do.." i said putting my head back on my fist
"well... dont.." he said coping my tone.. i laughed
"where do you live.. ill drop you off.." i said he nodded and gave me directions.. i dropped him off and then on my way home i blasted my music and tried to calm myself as i felt in my chest what was awaiting me when i got home with every stop sign that drew me closer and closer to my house..
"um. just a Glazed Donut.." he said i nodded and grabbed a water bottle and walked over to the cashier
"two glazed Donuts and a water.." i said he nodded and walked over to the Donuts behind him.. i paid and we sat at a table in the corner of the place
"OK well, when you went to Ms. C, Steve got up and walked out the gym doors looking at his phone.. so me.. being curious.. i walk behind him.. with distance.. but still having a enough space between us so i could see.. and then he walks over to Joice.. like he new she was there.. they had a little small talk, about 4,5 minutes, then they kissed, then as i was walking back to the gym, you wizz by me and see them, then you walk away and i thought i should tell you what happend, so i followed you out.." he said.. i laughed
"you didn't have to add the last part.." i said laughing.. he shrugged.. then i heard a familiar Truck engine cut off..
"CRAP.." i said and ducked under the table
"Yardley.. i know this isnt the fanciest place.. but i wouldn't trust it underneath there... nor would i think its cozy under there.." he said.. i slapped his leg as i heard the bell ring as the door opened..
"Zack.. wheres Yardley?" Steve asked above me..i moved closer to Zack's legs and the corner of the booth..
"um.. um... uh... Bathroom?" he said confused..
"oh, alright.. well.. did she see.." he asked
"see... what?" Zack asked playing dumb... typical..
"i know you saw.. stop being dumb..." Steve said
"OH that thing i saw that you did which you dont want her to see or know about you think she saw nope she didn't see i far as i can tell.." he said even i got confused..
"um.. im guessing that was a no.." Steve said confused..
"nope. no, noda. Zipo.." Zack said
"you OK Zack?" Steve asked.. then the bell rang again
"Steve?" Urban said confused..
"Urban?" Steve said confused
"ZACK!" Zack shouted i had to try super hard not to laugh
"Why you here?" Urban asked
"looking for Yardley.. you.." Steve said
"Getting my mom a Donut and iced coffee.. Zack?" Urban said
"Mm.." Zack said respondingly
"where is she" Urban said
"wheres whom?" Zack said
"Yardley.." Urban said
"OH that she whom.." Zack said i rolled my eyes
"whatever.. Zack.. just tell us.." Steve said
"um.. um.. um.. Bathroom?" he said confused again
"shes been in the Bathroom for 10 minutes?" Steve asked not believing
"um... yes." Zack said
"OK.. Well.. im just going to wait here till she comes" Steve said
"Okeey Dokeey.." Zack said
"OH MY GOD.." i shouted finally having enough of it under the table and crawling out Urban started cracking up Steve didn't looked impressed
"well well well.. looks like the bathroom lady came out from under the ground.." Steve said cocking his head to the side
"atleast i didn't kiss the cheerleader.." i said sitting back in the booth
"Zack.. you said she didn't see.." Steve said looking at Zack
"well.. i say alotta things.." Zack said taking a bite out of his Donut..
"well.. i did.. and do you understand how i feel?" i asked Steve..
"yes.. i understand.." Steve said.. i didn't believe his tone.. i stood up throwing out my Donut.. Zack Stood up too.. now all four us are standing in a short silence.. i finally got a good idea
"You know.. i don't think you know how i feel.." i said sounding hurt to Steve
"Well.. Yardley.. i do.. i really honestly do.." he said i nodded in disbelief
"mhm.. im sure.." i said he looked at me seeing i have an idea.. i had to act fast before he understood what i was about to do.. so i just quickly grabbed Zack and kissed him for the exact same time Steve kissed Joice.. i turned around to a steamed Steve and cocked my head to the side as he did before
"see.. now you understand how i feel.." i said and quickly walked out the store with Zack on my back
"that was a good idea you had planed" he said as i drove out of Dunkin Donuts i nodded and put my arm against the window and laid my head against my fist..
"im not any happier.. if anything.. im maddier, more hurt.." i said starting my list
"no need to explain. i understand.." Zack said
"i feel bad.." i said looking at him
"dont.." he said pledding..
"well... i do.." i said putting my head back on my fist
"well... dont.." he said coping my tone.. i laughed
"where do you live.. ill drop you off.." i said he nodded and gave me directions.. i dropped him off and then on my way home i blasted my music and tried to calm myself as i felt in my chest what was awaiting me when i got home with every stop sign that drew me closer and closer to my house..
I'm
Fine.
at
least i keep telling my self
that.
