Guilt
For so many years,
So many abuses,
So many reasons
to give
up.
I had to give up on you.
I've tried before.
Don't get me wrong.
But I always come crawling back
in the
end,
I am weak.
Weakness is overpowering.
It's the easy way out.
It takes
over
your senses.
It consumes
your fears.
It eats you out,
you're nothing but an empty shell in the end,
following what will never face you.
Suffering from weakness,
Darkness chases
you until
you aren't even you anymore.
Once you're
empty of life,
motionless, you aren't useful anymore.
Weakness leaves you behind on the damp cold sidewalk of the
night.
You killed me.
I'm dead now.
Death is irreversible,
I hope you know.
I'm gone forever,
Just a hard exoskeleton
that once was a child.
Carefree, joyful, smiling.
Goodbye.
forever.